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What they need
You need an emotionally steady partner. With someone easily set off, or someone whose moods swing unpredictably, you burn out from spending energy nonstop just to keep the relationship going. You also need a partner who understands and supports your sociable nature. Someone who, instead of “why are you always looking after other people”, says “it's impressive that you can be like that for people”. And a partner capable of intellectual conversation. Exploring an interesting subject together and trading thoughts is, for you, a form of deep intimacy.
What to mind in the relationship
Practicing saying what you need to your partner is your most important growth task. Considering them is your nature, but when that consideration is one-sided the relationship does not last. Start with small, concrete self-expression: “I'm a bit worn out today”, “this isn't what I wanted”. When you are honest, your partner gets to meet the real you. And that is what builds a deeper connection. Rather than trying to be the partner who has everything covered perfectly, becoming the partner who grows honestly alongside them is the more sustainable form of love for you.
What triggers the guard
A deep sense of imbalance arrives when you have kept adjusting and looking after things and they notice none of what you need. It is triggered in particular when you cannot bring yourself to reach out first even while struggling, and the waiting starts to feel like being ignored.
What brings them back
After a conflict you take time alone, sort the feeling, and tend to be the one who reaches out. You deliver it in already-processed language: “this was what was hard for me back then”. Depending on their response you recover quickly, but if the same pattern repeats you begin reconsidering the relationship itself.